I have no idea why it hits me so hard. We've been taken things for granted for so long without being aware of the people behind. This world is such a forgetful child.
I imagined that this would be the happiest time in my life, but the calm here is not what I dreamt of. One after another, the days come. Aways the same, bringing nothing. Is this the will of God? Is my future just a dark corridor with a bolted door at the end?